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i started writing a few different kinds of texts but nothing came out right. i just don't have it in me today. it's one of those days when you wake up in the morning and sort of hope it would be evening already -- not necessarily because you are on a bad mood, or sad, or whatever -- but because you just don't have the energy to get through the choreography that is the day ahead. 

it's the kind of day when you really don't want to hear that you should live your every day like it were your last -- if this would be my last day, well, that would just suck. that said, i don't need the guilt trip of not living to the fullest --  not today.