2011-12-20

wonder why

i am a relatively lazy person with a somewhat short attention span.


i know this contradicts quite strongly with the fact that i get up early and go running in addition to doing ashtanga and going regularly to spinning (and thoroughly enjoy all of these), but it is true. 


i have thought about this equation more than once, and i'm not the only one who has found it a paradox. people have suggested that i am not, indeed, lazy at all, but this is not true -- for example, i got my old bike stolen partly because i didn't have the energy to take it a bit further behind a locked gate but instead left it on a street. granted, it was a street i never would have thought a bike would get stolen, but still.  


and then there's the attention thing --  it's more often than not hard for me to sit through a film (i either turn it off or if i can't, i.e. not watching alone, fall asleep) and i get bored quite easily which results in anxiousness and annoyance-- and yet i have no problem running two hours on a treadmill, probably the most boring thing after watching paint dry.


selective laziness? split personality? obsessive mind? i haven't got a clue.

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